Finding out I'm a Medium
Coming home from Old South Pittsburgh was rough. I waited to write this blog because of it. For nights at a time, I had a really tall spirit (from the hospital) come into my bedroom staring at me at night. I thought I was going crazy. He would stare at me and scare me half to death. He was not a nice spirit. We believe it was the seven foot man from the hospital. At the time though I did not know I was a Medium or had abilities.
For a while, some people had said I had 'post traumatic stress' from the hospital. I believed them at first. But I also knew what I saw. I tried to prove it. I heard my piano playing one night, ON ITS OWN. I found the video of it playing. this was when I was BRAND new and not knowing I had a gift. Ignore the candle, but the PIANO played on its OWN towards the end. The candle was a trick that a friend told me to do to see if there was spirits in the house. I didn't know what I was doing with it but the video is legit with the piano playing a note.
After that we took a trip to Italy, and I saw lots of things there. We went to the City Of The Dead and I kept seeing shadows and stuff. Meanwhile I still thought I was going crazy seeing all these things. I wanted it to stop. I did not tell my parents because of being so scared. I didn't want them to think I was nuts. Anyways, I was in touch with a Ghost hunting team, called Bloodmoon paranormal. They were wonderful. When I came back from Italy they cleared my house out, and the ghost from South Pittsburgh hospital was gone. We also realized some spirit activity was coming from this Titanic poster I had of the titanic with a peace of coal from the titanic. I kept seeing shadows from it at night. Haunted object. Meanwhile I did not know about ANY of this stuff!!! The team was wonderful and I became friends with them (And still am).
Later on after they left I kept having dreams and still saw stuff. One of my friends Connie, had asked me why and I said 'I don't know!" That's when she referred me to talk to my friend Peter of Cassadayga (Thats his website). I had no idea what to do at that point so I did. Peter is a psychic and medium and I never had a psychic reading before, he was my first. Its not that I didn't believe in them, just never had one before. I used to be a born again Christian, and that is against the bible according to them I was more open minded though. I had actually been told I was going to Hell for seeing a spirit when I was two (Mom had told the church that story). They told me it wasn't a spirit, it was Satin trying to reach out to me, and then they tried healing him from my body (A whole thing they prayed over me and stuff it was creepy shit).
Anyways back to better things, Peter had started the reading and in the beginning of it he said "You're a Medium," And I basically said "i'm a WHAT?" he goes "You're getting messages from spirit right? You're seeing them, they are reaching out to you." I said "Yes... but why?" he goes again "You're a Medium." well, it was a good thing I was sitting because I needed to. I said "i don't understand I'm no one special..." He told me I was and then explained my gift to me better. He told me he held classes on how to use the gift, and live with it so he wanted me to come to one and I did later on. Even in the classes I was very shy about announcing that I had anything (still sorta am).
I started watching my friends show Girls Vs Ghosts. They had Ken Boggle on an episode one time and I got to hear him read for people. I decided to also try him for a reading too. I did 15 minutes the first time cause I didn't know him or anything. I told him about what was going on, and he had also said I was a Medium and asked if I wanted to learn how to turn my gift off and on and I said 'for the love of GOD YES' lol. It was funny. Thankfully i learned how to do that and its been SOO much better since then. I started going on ghost hunts again, Ashmore estates being my second one. I will post more videos of that later. I also started getting braver with friends showing me what to do, Ken, and Chad and Bryan and everyone. I have so many people to thank. Now I am still learning about my gift and practicing but I will write about some of the other ghost hunts later. Its fun doing a journal! thanks for reading it!
There are some bad words in the video but I was scared. Just letting you know:
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